The Ups and Downs of Being a Working Mom

Your Dad has been watching you at home for about three months now. I knew that there were perks to this, namely that your bond with your Dad would grow significantly. It has and it is wonderful to see this and how much you absolutely love him. Not that you didn't before, but now you have an even more special bond. I also knew that with this would come less dependence on me. Key the downside that I knew would be coming eventually.

I came home from work about a month ago and you had just woken up from a nap. You looked up at me from laying on the floor and I tried to get you to come lay with me and cuddle. Instead you just started crying and ran over to your Dad and wrapped your arms around him. It broke my heart being that it was the first time this has happened. I knew the day would come and some would say this happens no matter if you are a working mom or not. I realize this is the case, however I think it certainly happened a lot sooner than it would have. I also think you were frustrated that I wasn't home with you. 

Now....fast forward to the ups.... the other day I got the complete opposite response. I came home and you ran up to me full speed, squealed in delight and wrapped your arms so tightly around my neck while laying your head on my shoulder that I just melted. It was the sweetest and biggest hug you have ever given me. I could tell you were so happy that I was home. These will be the moments that I remember and cherish forever.